it's speech day today and there's no school in the morning. yeehaa~ the whole event starts at 5 and yea , i'm nervous. so , before everything , meet up with all the other dancers outside the gate . whatever it is , today's performance was a blast ! the second best successful event . yup , the first successful event was starburst which was held at NYP last year . i'll update all the photos and also video soon ; i promised ! the event ended with joys and tears :D after packing all stuffs , headed to have dinner with the rest. yup, supposed to go home with mafazi, fareha, amir, luthfi and zubir but they have to go first. oh yea, i took a photo with mr danny. yeehaa~
oke, i miss you boy! :D
31st March
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY, HYKAL! :D may ur dreams come true. missmiss you like alot! (:
Oh God, please do answer my prayers. I can't even moved on or bear with the situation. it's been like almost 2weeks; a month eversince im apart from him.
to start everything off today, i was absent from school due to some reason. the second reason, i was at the airport till midnight just to send my sis off. next, i couldn't even open my eyes the next day. and i don't feel like going to school for today. how i wished holidays can be much more longer! :D
oke, referring to the sentences above in itallic. i wasn't hoping something miracle to happen and i wasn't hoping something bad to happen too. i'm just confused and worried for that boy. being apart from him is a great challenged for me to encounter everything by my own. im just hoping that God would answer my prayers that i send to him everyday.
and to that boy, i'll be waiting for your messages. if you happened to pass my blog, please leave me a message or call me.
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HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY, ZULHILMI! best buddy since primary school. wish you all the best in everything you do! :D
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to Miss Yani, Semoga perkahwinan cikgu berkekalan hingga akhir hayat. Be happy always cos WE LOVE YOU! :D
ooh, today was a great day; oh yeah. nk lagi, bole? lol.
i never want to lose you. you showed me the meaning of love eversince you stepped into my life. and since then, i made a vow that i don't want to hurt or leave you. you meant a lot to me; seriously. i never love a guy as much as i love you. and yes, we've made a promised that we wont leave each other. remember?
sometimes, you may think that i don't care abt you. no, i've been always care for you and i always do. i've forgiven all your mistakes and every bits of your mistakes. i don't want you to repeat all those mistakes that make me disappointed. im sorry of what i've done. deep right from the bottom of my heart; i'm sorry! i still need you in my arm to guide me thru.
ooh, why am i feeling this way? OMG! i need him.
i need you still. i need you to guide me thru!
it's the second day of the week and everything seems to flow very well. just a few more days to holiday. and yup, it's time for me to settlw everything single thing once and for all :D
less than a month to prelims. less than a few weeks before the deadline for our art prep studies. less than 7months to N level. less than everything to clear things up. and see, how am i supposed to do it? oohhhhh, i really need to buck up! oh yes.
money issues. i've been using alot of money this year or should i said for these few months. and i think i should start saving my own money and for the trip to Indonesia too! hee
okayyyyy, back to story. school was perfectly fine although the weather was quite cold. & i've started to fall in love with mr. M! i used to hate him then. but now, he changed my life and turned me into a better person.and actually, i've fallen for him since this year.guess who? it's mr. Mathematics! lol. OMG! am i dreaming? oh hell yea, i'm not kidding you! that mr. M if in reality doesn't really exist in my life. i would rather be with the guy who i love! heh :D next, physics. got back our class test we did that day. and i'm not suprised that i scored 33/35 because it's an open book test :D
and i'm craving for food; a lot of food. i don't know why and what happened to me for these few days. i've been eating a lot every now and then. did anyone of you curse me? -__- ps. somebody, anybody, whoever. please get me some donuts and chocolates and carrot cake and chocolate waffle and strawberry red tea. can? heh
oh and by the way, all the best for the tournament eh, takraw boys! :D can i have today again, please?
it wasn't a good start this week; everything was in the mess. i wasn't expecting something badddd to happen la but it's already happened. how i wished i could turned back the time again. i should not tell you in detail
anyway, to my hunn and bff, it's time to face the reality. tell yourself that you're strong to encounter each and every single of your problems. do not give up easily and we always be there for you. cheer up! :D
next upppp. instead of going beijing, we'll be going Indonesia. yupyup, this coming june holidays for 5days. miss me on those days k? haha. much much loves :D
you're my everything. my life and my soul which i never wanna lose it.